Much more than a wedding gown
It’s not my fault if my wedding dress is gorgeous and I wish I could wear it every day!
Ok people, I need help!
I could actually tell you everything about me not wanting to get married because of issues with everything it’s suppose to be forever, and of course I wasn’t one of those girls who grew up dreaming about the wedding day and my prince coming to rescue me from a life of loneliness.
But, I guess, everything changes when you meet THE person for you, an in front of that smile and that ring – the ring was totally unimportant, especially because he forgot to open the little box!!! – I had to say “Yes”!!!
I found myself in a very weird and unexpected situation, planning a wedding without knowing anything about it. Plus I was in a country that wasn’t mine, without my family that was supposed to help me and share with me the whole experience. But I remember looking myself in the mirror and saying “I’m gonna have fun with this”, and it happened!
The best of all, of course it was looking for my wedding gown!
Trying on wedding dresses became my sweetest dream. Unfortunately I was “lucky” enough to find my perfect dress on my second appointment…. so my research ended way too early for my liking. – That could be another story: “How I stole a wedding gown from somebody else’s fitting room and made it mine!”
Anyway, to make a loooong story short, I had the most wonderful wedding with the most wonderful dress – and yes, with the greatest man on this plant (I have to say this because he’s very jealous of my dress), and even if it’s supposed to be only one day, I still refuse, after 3 months, to give it up and let it go!
And here we have the drama.
«I paid for my dress, why can’t I wear it again????».
Every day… well, almost every day – it’s actually every day but I hide it!!! – I think about my dress and I wish I could wear it again. For space reasons I had to store it underneath my bed…. so I could actually…. I mean, it’s right there!!! Why can’t I wear it???
The worst is always on Friday, when I watch Say yes to the dress, and I just want to wear it!
Does that happen to you as well??? Please tell me I’m not crazy!
But I’m actually proud to say that I never touched it after the wedding.
Only once I had to take a peek… it was so wonderful and it made me feel great! My husband says that if I wear it again it’s not going to be a special dress anymore, but I totally disagree! It would make me so happy, and I know that at some point, a day that he’s at the gym, I will probably do it.
Please help me with this addiction!©