Running without motivation sucks!
I knew it was going to happen, but I feel really disappointed that It happened after less than three months.
No guys, don’t worry, I didn’t quit!
But if one day I will, please, please, make me feel worse than guilty and a horrible person without backbone!
Anyway, this is what happened –> phone conversation:
“I lost it”
“What did you lose?”
“My motivation” (very sad voice)
“What are you talking about?”
“Running! I lost my motivation to run! You never understand me!” (Oopss!)
“Baby, it’s ok. You didn’t lose your motivation. Everybody has bad days. It’s ok, tomorrow will be better”
But it wasn’t.
That day I went running, and finished my work out with lots of struggle, but I told myself: “If I did it today I can do it always”. Still, it didn’t work.
I found myself two days later at my desk at work thinking: “Today I have to go running, che palle! ” (typical Italian expression you say when something sucks!).
I don’t know why, I’m just not feeling right, or.. I’m just not feeling it anymore! That’s my fear.
I don’t like to start something I can not finish, and I do not commit easily to something. But it looks to me that all the enthusiasm is gone – like happens for everything that is just new, and not new new anymore!
It’s bad! Even if I’m still following my work out schedule, I find myself in the treadmill telling myself : “Wow! This sucks! I should blog about it!”.
Can you guys actually help me? Because I think it’s just me….I’m just…. maybe a bad week!
Does it happen to you at all?